Getting what u want

Imagine that all your life you wish for something which u think its impossible, then slowly you realize that it is possible. Then at the end the effort goes all for waste when you realize that it is what we don't want. Why does one need to learn from an experience so that he do better next time? Or make a wrong choice so that he can make a better one next time?
Why is it not possible to do things just one time and that is exactly what u want. At least there must some salvation for all the effort that you put in!
For example, imagine you really wish to become a writer. You start from level dead zero. You put in great effort to learn the art of writing.  Then on some day u get an appreciation for your work and you get on a high. Later you realize that writing is what you  don't want but designer is all that i really want to be! You have start at level zero again! Time waste!
Wish life was less complicated than what we really think it is than what we really wish to think it can be!

The blissful guitar

It sure is difficult to play a guitar with your finger points hurting and bleeding. This can only happen when you feel the magic of the musical instrument running through the neurons in your brain. After a long time, i got inspired to play guitar, thanks to my friend, i just could not stop thinking what i should play next!
The devil of the music just sweeps you off your feet into the dynamic field of music energy. As you try to jump out of this force, the music reaper crushes your soul before you can even think about it. Then comes the blue blob of energy speeding through your head and before you know it you are listening to the the most ebullient music track.
What am i saying! just some crazy imagination..
Guess i am excited about my first ever blog online. :)